adolescent attractions

well i have officially reverted, for sometime now. the joys and pleasures of youth have taken over me. i enjoy it a lot, but at the same time, i notice how much i need to be for mature in my disciplines.

i also remember the days of no responsibility, when everything was taken care of, and as much as that would be nice, that is not what life is about. as much as i wish i would not have to leave the church, i know that this is better for me as a person and Christian as well as for the youth group and for their continued growth. i am actually looking forward to being in a new situation of expectations and responsibilities, i just wish i knew where and what that places was.

enough for today, time to go be 12 again!