week 1

so it has begun. patience is a virtue, well let's hope i am full of that.

so far, my main worry is my ankle, yes my ankle. no, i dont have a job yet, and yes i am trying to work on that. but no i am not worried about it, weird enough to say. but the ankle could be injured more than i would like it to be. i will have to see.

so how do you have trust in someone or something when there is no reason to do so. i believe i getting a small view of what marriage might be like. but trusting in God for no apparent reason is actually much easier than i thought it would be. after going through everything from this past couple of weeks, not having a job or income or even a direction as to where He wants me to go, i have confidence, i am content and i have faith in what He is working in me. it is one thing to say it, but it is another thing to live it out and feel it. it is a great weird feeling, to release the worries that should maintain my mind and just trust that God will take care of me.

i can;t wait for when i actually have great news to place on here and give God all the credit! praising Him in the storm, no praising Him in the calm, stillness in the middle of a vast lake, and soon praising Him as i see the coast of my new world!