best wishes

the past few years i always felt as though everything was against, i had to walk up hill, both ways, pretty much everything i did turned rust. so of course to combat this, i grit my teeth and push through it, but i also dream.

i think of how i would want things to be, if all had all power, all money, all time. the dream is very pleasing to my interests and usually have sometime of cloud-like outline (being a dream and all)

go down and press play and what you will listen to is a song by chris daughtry called "home", and later in the song the bridge contains words that are beginning to ring much more true to me than ever before. in my dreams, i dont realize what happens to me if i get everything i want. "be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it, and then some you don't want."

now i am running into the problems of not dreaming, but deciding what i want to dream about. what do i actually want? does what i want only benefit me? does what i want give back to others or even, dare i say, to God? can i handle my dreams and the applications of my dreams?

i've always tried to be a man of action, implementation, and application, but sometimes even my dreams forbid me from doing it. how can a dream be bad, when they actually handcuff you.

dont let your personal dreams and desires interfere with God's purpose for you, or interfere with how you act, breathe, and live. they should only enhance the former things, not take away from them. be careful what you wish for, because you may become a different person because of them.

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